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...Not that I need proof...

Wer meine bescheidenen Wahrheiten lesen möchte, der kann mir hier kurz etwas hinterlassen, das beweist, dass er/sie da gewesen ist =)

(die öffentlichen Einträge hier sind fast nur Surveys, Sachen die Kontext haben, den man nicht einfach erschließen kann oder totale Belanglosigkeiten)


Who wants to know my version of truth, can leave a comment like an "I was here" on restroom walls =)

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tini


 I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you.

05.01.2012(no subject)
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Das hier ist mir so wichtig
Das hier ist mir so gar nicht egal.
Das hier ist nicht richtig.
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SURVEY TIME AGAIN!!


1.What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?

final exams

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
yea bla bla


3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No

5. What countries did you visit?
Portugal again...2 times =)


6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011
Although the year started really shitty, I'm totally sadisfied with its ending...so at this moment I can't think of anything I missed in 2011.


7. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Oh a few...some bad (break up in feb.) and some really good (e.g. one party at tirili with lots of white russian and its outcome...)

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I feel life again and I'm happy with myself! And to mention something empirical....I lost 15 kg so far ;)


9. What was your biggest failure?
Took me to long to get started with my Magisterarbeit

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

My broken arm from the beginning of 2011, wich took several month to heal, a sprained tailbone and the flue hit me quite hard in december

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My Wackenticket for next year ;)

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Mhm...just can't think of anyone right now. (guys...act better in 2012!^^)

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Pi's. He is such a chicken-hearted ass  with no balls! Could still get angry thinking of his attitude.


14. Where did most of your money go?
Wacken. One expansive week, but worth every cent.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
My Wackenweek, getting a new tattoo and loving life again! =)

16. What song will always remind you of 2011?
Coconut skins by Damien Rice, after dark by tito & tarantula
and lots of Rammstein tracks


17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder? happier! Feelings again, yeah! =)  (for the record - especially my own if I read this some time later: I'm completly satisfied with things the way the are right now. Perfectly unperfect! ;) )
thinner or fatter? Thinner (as mentioned above)
richer or poorer? like 200 bugs richer...christmas, you know ;)

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
writing my Magisterarbeit


19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Well...no, I don't regret a single minute I spent with the things that kept me away from writing.

20. How did you spend Christmas?
At my Mum's

21. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
I worked...but still it was fun

22. Did you fall in love in 2010?
yea, with life again <3

23. How many one-night stands?
1

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Californication (but didn't watch it in TV)

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Hate is too strong, but Pi is definitely disgraced!!


26. What was the best book you read?
Adorno books! *g*

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Discovered Rammstein for me...never liked them much before, but now I can't get enough of their music!
Aso listend much to Led Zeppelin songs

28. What did you want and get?
Well.....could mention the love for life again, but it's getting old by now, so... if you know my private entries,  take a guess ;)

29. What did you want and not get?
nothing, that worried me much I think...


30. What was your favorite film this year?
machete

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 25 and I celebrated with our freshmen in philosophy on the "Erstikneipentour"

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Like I said...2011 started like shit but its ending was sooooo good! (and so was the start of 2012, as far as I can tell by now ;) )

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2010?
still black, but with a slightly more gothic-touch

34. What kept you sane?
Sane...yea, well... ^^
(no, I will not mention this in public and most of you would think of it as something not very sane...so...still I don't regret a single minute *fg*)

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
No one!


36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Seriously!?! Come on, don't hold on to dead gods...


37. Whom did you miss?
No one I think

38. Who was the best new person you met?
S.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011:
sometimes all you need is the moment

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

Damien Rice - coconut skins

ou can hold her hand
And show her how you cry
Explain to her your weakness
So she understands
And then roll over and die

You can brave decisions
Before you crumble up inside
Spend your time asking everyone else's permission
Then run away and hide

Or you can sit on chimneys
Put some fire up your ass
No need to know what you're doing or waiting for
But if anyone should ask
Tell them I've been licking coconut skins
And we've been hanging out
Tell them God just dropped by to forgive our sins
And relieve us our doubt
La la la la la la la...

Oh you can hold her eggs
But your basket has a hole
You can lie between her legs and go looking for
Tell her you're searching for her soul
You can wait for ages
Watch your compost turn to coal
Time is contagious
Everybody's getting old

So you can sit on chimneys
Put some fire up your ass
No need to know what you're doing or looking for
But if anyone should ask
Tell them I've been cooking coconut skins
And we've been hanging out
Tell them God just dropped by to forgive our sins
And relieve us our doubt
La la la la la la la...
05.10.2011 - I think I like you
we sweat blood
but not enough.
We're individuals and very hard to touch.

I think I like you very much.
11.05.2011 - Seerosenscheisse
death cab, collapse
Oh verdammt, auch ich habe Schwachstellen. Denn gerade wäre ich gerne Teil einer Seerosengeschichte und höre Mädchenherzscheissmusik.

Ihhh!!!
Wird Zeit für Fachschaft und Bier!
08.05.2011(no subject)
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Ausgescheint.
25.04.2011 - you and I both
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"You and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
and if you could see now
Well then I'm almost finally out of
Well out of words."
08.04.2011(no subject)
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...ich bin so müde, so müde und weiss nicht wie's weiter geht...
31.03.2011(no subject)
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"Es kann sicherlich nicht Aufgabe einer kritischen Theorie sein, den Menschen ihr beschissenes Leben, das sie sich freilich mit allem Recht etwas gemütlich einrichten, schönsaufen, mit Kitsch und billiger Unterhaltung verhübschen, auch noch philosophisch abzusegnen."

[Behrens, Roger: Verstummen über Adorno]
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